| Friday, March 28, 2008 |
| The Beautiful Letdown |
Today I had to say good-bye to Tim today. Its never an easy thing. It got a little drawn out and it always comes to the point where I just want to hop in the car and drive off. Drive away and escape the emotions, the sorrow, the heartache.
We did have a great time though. I hooked up with Matt and Kalyn at NCU and headed over to the MoA to meet up with SCMC. It was great fun when as soon as I saw Tim, I ran full tilt to tackle him. Ka, Matt and I had a great time mall walking with Tim and Cousin Matt. We all sang every FIF song we could think of to sing. We also looked at some awesome "As Seen On TV" products. While we waited for everyone at the end of the night up on the forth floor, Tim and I slap boxed a bit and learned some new dance moves.
Afterwards Ka and I followed Matt Zimmer and Tim to Crossroads. Matt is insane, he hasn't lived there since he was like ten but he still knows how to get there. Met SCMC at the church and then followed them over to Matt Lopez's. That was fun except I don't think Big Z was happy. He wanted more alone time with Tim, which is perfectly understandable. I loved it though because by some turn of events we started singing a couple "family songs" at Lopez's. We sang Kalyn's favorite, the farmer song, and The Poor Old Slave. I love that, singing together, it makes me happy.
I, of course, stayed the night with Tim and SCMC. The church put us up in the empty parsonage down the street. Wednesday morning and early afternoon we spent cleaning the church and both of their buses. Fun stuff. They ran out of things for us to do so we were back to the house by around two. Lovebeat, Tim, Lopez, Aaron and I drove over to Lopez's to do some laundry and run errands. Fun times except that Pastor Kyle was a little upset that we weren't back by a certain time even though he never told us we had to be back by said time.
Wednesday night service was awesome! Real serious service over all, but we got to do a fun skit in the beginning, though that did get a little messed up by a random youth kid who came on stage. Pastor Kyle was in top shape bringing it all together in the end. Good Job! But, ya know, hey, when someone compliments you, just say thanks. Pastor Kyle needs to work on that a little bit, me thinks.
After church the family including Matt went out for supper at Applebees. That was fun. I don't remember much of what we talked about but it was fun. Tim had his usual debate about getting the oriental chicken bowl. He gets it every time we go to Applebees and every time he still doesn't like it. This time he amazingly got something different, I think it was ribblettes. I don't think he even liked those though. Tim can be a very picky eater.
After dinner we went over to Lopez's to join everyone else. This gave mom a chance to really meet everyone else on Tim's team, though I think she would have like a bit more family time. It was a fun time though. We sang lots of family songs, they showed us Thizz Face, and it was especially funny when Tim and Aaron did something they call Baby Huey. Mom laughed so hard. Since it was already about one in the morning Mom and Peter decided just to drive home that night.
I again stayed the night with Tim and peeps at the parsonage. That was some good ol' times. Tamara and I stayed up late talking while Christina fell asleep right away...again. I didn't really get to talk all that much with Christina this time. While I was in Las Vegas I got along with Christina well and didn't really talk with Tamara at all there. Funny how that works. In the morning I was a bit disappointed to find that Tim had gone with Matt to get the oil changed for the van. But maybe that was a good thing, to take away some of those awkward, painful moments before we had to part ways. |
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| Saturday, March 22, 2008 |
| Godspeed |
Been a little while since I've last posted. A little bit has happened. I did get hired for the awake overnight position with REM Arrowhead Inc. I've already had two training days which consisted of long hours sitting in offices reading booklets and taking little quizzes. Not much to it but I did get paid a lot of money to do it. I've already made almost double a weeks wages at Bridgeman's in only two days at REM. Wonderful thing that.
I'm going down to Prior Lake to see Tim this Tuesday. I'm very excited about that. Unfortunately, its sounding more and more like I'm going down by myself. Beth has school and work, so does Joseph. And for the life of me, I can't get a hold of Kali. Its also starting to seem like the parents won't get to see him at all. That would be really sad.
I know I really need to save money for next year but that is going to be really hard this week since it sound like I will be taking two out of town trips. The afore mentioned trip and also a random road trip with JennaRose for her spring break and since I have the time off I figured I would indulge her. Hopefully only the first will be in my car, though I suppose it doesn't matter because we'll split gas anyways. |
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| Friday, March 14, 2008 |
| Rise and Shine.... |
...And Give God The Glory
I didn't sleep last night. It was fun. Played Oblivion until about seven a.m. Read for a while and just when I had turned off the light, my phone rang. Low and Behold it was our friendly neighborhood REM Arrowhead Inc. Lady named Rachel. When I think about it, if I hadn't stayed up all night, I probably wouldn't have gotten that call. So, maybe it was a good thing? She was calling because an awake-overnight position had suddenly become open. So, ya know, I was the obvious person to call. Anyways, she called and we made an appointment for one o'clock this afternoon.
Well, after all this I decided not to try to sleep at all. So, I did some laundry, had some breakfast, took a shower, got ready and left. Compared to the TLC interview, this one lasted a long time. The TLC one was about ten or fifteen, while the REM one was an hour or an hour and fifteen. All good times. I liked Rachel, she was more intimidating than Heather but, she gave me a lot more information up front than Heather did.
After the interview, I guess its standard to have the interviewee go visit the house. You're suppose to meet the clients and get a feel for the home. The house director, Destiny, was also in the interview. She happened to be heading up to the house right after the meeting so I just followed there. Destiny showed me around the house and introduced me to all the guys. This is a house in Twig with four guys, all with DD. One, Tracy, also has OCD. When I visited he was the only one that really hung out with the staff. All the others seemed to be fine on their own in their rooms.
Rachel explained basically what my duties would be. I start at ten, by that time the guys will be asleep. Most of my work throughout the night would be cleaning the house. I mean deep cleaning, scrubbing, disinfecting, organizing and anything that needs work. Also any miscellaneous paper work that needs to be done. In the morning, at about six or six-thirty I will get the guys up. Some time in here, at six I think, another staff will arrive to help me with the morning rituals. All the guys go to work at eight so as soon they are gone, I'm done.
I still need to call Rachel on Monday and talk again. I am very hopeful. Pray for me. |
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| Wednesday, March 12, 2008 |
| Up Too Late, Out Too Early |
This morning I had a job interview with TLC of Duluth. It was at eight-thirty and all things considered I think it went pretty well. Interviews are always super short, this one lasted like ten minutes. I was interviewed by a women named Heather. She was nice and personable, not intimidating, so that was good. She actually didn't ask me as many questions as I thought she would. I told her about how I would rather an over night position and she said she thought she still had some open. The way she said it made me think that she meant if there was one open, then it was mine. She said she would call all the house supervisors to see if there was an open position and that she would contact me tomorrow. That's happy because the waiting game isn't fun.
I didn't sleep at all last night because of those wonderful pre-interview nerves. I probably got about two hours of sleep. So I came right home, had breakfast and took a nap. For, ya know, a really long time. Spent most of the day watching movies with Peter and Dad. We watched The Shadow and Pirates of the Caribbean: At Worlds End. Fun stuff. Mom has been at church all evening and she is just now heading home. I feel bad that they play is taking up all her evening lately.
I'm really hoping I get a call from TLC tomorrow. Though I'll be at Bridgeman's all morning and afternoon, so I'll probably miss it. Here's hoping. |
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| Tuesday, March 11, 2008 |
| Day of Days |
I feel bad about the last post. It was mean and petty. Though, I’m not going to delete it. This blog seems to be more about knowing myself than others knowing me. As long as you understand that, I think we’ll be fine. I want to be able to look back and know who I was at this point in time. All this aside I am sorry for the blunt weapon of my speech. Right now the church’s internet is really frustrating me. I’m connected to the network, I have five bars, it is clearly a strong signal. But I’m not getting any internet at all. It just comes up Server not found. Arla said something about it not being able to handle too many computers on at a time. Well, that mustn’t be it because I think there is only one other computer on right now. It just won’t work. Why? I have tried to connect at other times, other days and it never has worked. I’m very frustrated. I just talked to PK and he said that you have to have a password to log on and they are only giving out a limited number of passwords. PK said he doesn’t even have a password. But he did say that I could use his office computer. This morning we got some not so awesome news from Peter. He tells us that his laptop and video camera were left in his unlocked car over night. Consequently, they were not there in the morning. It seems to be exactly the kind of that always happens to Peter. We also don’t have the serial number for any of his stuff. So that if it were to show up at a pawn shop, we wouldn’t be able to claim it without the serial number. All in all, I am very disappointed. After work today I went right to church to meet mom to help with The Passion Play stage crew. She was supposed to be there at 4:30 and I had gotten off work at 3:30. Seemed like the perfect time to have a chat with PK. Unfortunately, he had left the church an hour beforehand and had gone home. While it may have been a bit presumptuous, I just drove over to his house to see if he wanted grab a bite. It was all a bit awkward just showing up at his house expecting him to come do something with me. Though, PK always does seem to be a good sport about instantaneous gatherings. He and I went over to Caribou Coffee for some, ya know, coffee. PK brought his lappy so that we could take a look at The Altered Youth Group blog and so I could explain it to him, not that it needed much explaining. Well, that didn’t quite work out. We couldn’t get PK’s lappy to work. It wouldn’t see the network or something like that. I think it could at some point since at first it did start to try to load caribou.com. I didn’t get it. PK’s lappy is really kinda, very old. We did talk about Peter and stuff… I don’t really remember what else we spoke of. Something about how it is rude to talk on the phone while you’re with people. About how we’ll be switching youth leader meetings from Monday nights to Wednesday nights after church. I don’t know, we just talked about random stuff. Random of random, I saw Niki Tungren at Caribou. She introduced me to her boyfriend Charles…err…I think that was his name. She and her boy where sitting playing DS while waiting for her car’s oil change to be done. I introduced her to PK and that awkward, here is this person I’m here with, kind of way. Now I am sitting in the sanctuary watching them run through a dress rehearsal. As exciting as this may be, I think I’ll head home soon. So long, Gents. |
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| Saturday, March 8, 2008 |
| Death By Xanga |
I now have a Myspace account. And I still hate it. I find it very annoying. Not aesthetically pleasing at all. I don't find the set up of the site instinctual at all. Yup, definitely still hate it.
Speaking of Myspace, judging from her Myspace, I'd have to say that Ari has really gone downhill since moving to the cities. Not that she had the greatest friends in Duluth, but I do believe she had some good influences. She has always been a drama queen. She has always had a way of being mature but incredibly immature all at the same time. The whole time I've known her, she has always told me of her friendships that are a total roller coaster. One day a friend hates her and the next they love her. She always tells me of how much a genius she is while at the same time failing classes. Maybe its just her attitude that sucks.
Now her Myspace blog tells me that she's practically engaged. Seems a bit young. Though I've got to say Jonathon is the first boyfriend that I have kinda maybe liked. I've never known what to think of Ari as a Christian. I think she's always been extremely liberal and I'm sure that's mostly due to Marsha's influence. All that Feminist crap about how she gets offended when guys hold the door open for her. Sorry. That was the longest rant ever. I was just suddenly fed up with all the crap. Its hard to really to know a person anymore when you don't talk anymore and all you have for communication is little blurbs here and there not really meant for one another's eyes and ears.
Ya know, as long as I'm ranting I think I'll say a little something else. So a couple weeks ago, Kaylin really hurt my feelings. She told me about how I wasn't going to be one of her brides maids. Well, that was no surprise, I never expected to be. Then she told me that I would be an attendant. You know that would be okay if she hadn't then told me that she had already made Nicole her attendant, the Bride's Attendant. Kaylin told me that she had already asked Nicole before she knew if there would be room for me to be a bride's maid. So now I'm nothing and Nicole is the Bride's attendant. I don't mean to sound petty but I just really feel like I've been passed up for Nicole. So now every one of my friend is in this wedding, even freaking Nicole, except me. I don't really feel that bad about it anymore but at the time it really did hurt. I mean, for real, as soon as we left church, in the car, I told Mom about it and cried. |
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| Thursday, March 6, 2008 |
| All That Good Emotional Prayer |
I have too many wonderful beautiful ideas for youth group. I want to start a blog in which the students may discuss their lives. Too question everything they are told. I want them to really think about what they are fed and make sure they really know their faith. I don’t want it to just be our parent’s faith any more. To take it and make it their own, and to in turn give it to those around them. I believe that people are much more affected by their peers than any teacher or adult. I want the kids to embrace God full heartedly. I want to make them think about it. Another wonderful, beautiful idea of mine is to restart the Announcement Team. It would be absolutely wonderful if I could barrow Peter’s hard drive camera. That would make it so much easier. Just load it onto the lappy and away we go. Make all sorts of cool little videos, even just have the kids do it. Though, I would be surprised if Peter let me barrow his camera, even just for the evening. So we’ll see where this idea goes. I just think that it would just be an easy, fun way to get some of the kids involved. Now Tim has gone and brought my spirits down and/or brought my mind back to reality, I haven't decided yet. I'm unhappy.
I have also volunteered to take over the youth group myspace page. The only reason I did was because I know there is no one else who would be willing. Wish me success with this endeavor. I'm not looking forward to it considering I have never in my life used myspace and hate it with quite the passion. Take my hands as Yours. |
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| Wednesday, March 5, 2008 |
| A New Hope |
Is this what this is? A New Hope? A chance to start over. Scary. What if I don't succeed? To Wallow in hopelessness. Give me light, strength and a need larger than any temptation. A New Hope, Cast off My Burdens.
Tonight is Youth Group. I feel strange. I don't know what to do. Will Pastor Kyle announce my youth leaderage to the youth and make a big deal or will he say nothing at all. I kinda think that he won't say anything. Please, let me keep my ears open to you. Let my heart love and let no annoyance deter my efforts. Both internal and external.
A couple days ago Beth told me that Cindy Turnquist had inquired weather she would be interested in nannying for her. Beth told her no. However, Beth told me that I should look into it. It pays good, and there's only two or three kids. But I have heard that both Kiki and Ivy have some sort of Attention Deficit Disorder. I don't know the truth to that, but it makes me a little wary. I'm really hoping to get one of these night PCA jobs. But even that would only be at night. So maybe I'll be blessed and get both and it'll work perfectly. |
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| Tuesday, March 4, 2008 |
| Haku |
Here is our temporary puppy, Haku! |
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| Sunday, March 2, 2008 |
| A Burn or A Shiver |
This weekend, JennaRose was in town, therefore, mass hang out. Bunches of us went bowling at Skyline on Saturday night. Bunches being: JennaRose, Billy, Luther, Ben, Joe, Beth, Dan, and I. We played on two lanes, Dan, Ben, JR, and Luther on one and Billy, Beth, Joe and me were on the other. It was fun, Joe was surprisingly good, considering he said he hadn't played since he was ten. I did feel bad for Bill though, because he sucked. I mean really sucked.
After we were done bowling we stuck around the bowling alley for a while, loitering. Fun stuff that. The group found a nice big booth to take over and decided cards were needed. We played a round of BS and I have now decided that my friends just aren't fun to play that game with. Nobody ever wants to call BS and only I do. By the end of the game I had half the deck, not fun. Somewhere in here, Laura Nelson joined us. Following BS was a rousing game of Spoons played with Drivers License, since we didn't have any spoons. Good Times. Astonishingly, neither Bill nor Laura knew how to play. I thought everybody knew how to play Spoons. What the Freak!
The plan here was to go to AppleBees for half off Apps. But we had to waste some time until nine. So off the Barnes & Nobles we went. Jesse joined us here. We basically stood around looking at different book, talking, laughing, and...Loitering. I did pick up a copy of Journey to Victorious Praying for Kate. See, I knew it was in the store somewhere. I may return it though if it turns out I can barrow it from Mrs. Vespa.
AppleBees was packed. We all squished into one of those large corner booths. It was a fun time...kinda. I felt like Laura was dominating Jenna's attention and I was too far away to be apart of the guys conversation. General low quality conversation. Jenna and Laura had a really awkward discussion about whether they would have oral sex with their husband. Not something I expected to come from them. It was a good thing none of the boys were paying attention and I think Beth was just lost. That is Ok with me. I had to work Sunday morning so I left first. Not much to it.
Like I said I had to work Sunday morning. Anders was the other host. He really annoyed me. Usually I'm just fine with him, or can at least stand him. Not this morning. He really annoyed me.
On a lighter note, we're currently dog-sitting for John and Nora. They got a yellow lab puppy a week or two ago. His name is Oscar, though I have renamed him Haku because I think he looks Asian. After Haku from Spirited Away. He's really cute and all around pretty easy to take care of.
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| Hometown Glory |
So in this blog, I'm going to try to be as truthful as possible. Not pulling any punches so that I don't hurt any ones feelings. Not hiding behind pretty masks just for the sake of hiding.
I'll start by telling you of the city wide youth worship night event that occurred this past Friday night. When I first heard about it I didn't think much of it, not really my kind of thing, but Kate kept talking about it and eventually I decided that I may as well go. I think my leaderism helped convince me that I should go as well.
I arrived at six which was when I was told it would start. However, there was close to no one there and wasn't even started. So I figured it must start at six-thirty. But, no, indeed it was to start at six. Suffice it to say, there were not many in attendance. Despite the low numbers, I believe the event was a success. From HCC we had Kate Monson, James Walker, Lana Duren, and Eric Rauvola. We had wonderful worship with Duluth Tabernacle's youth band, which was led by their youth pastor. Awesome all around. John Stainbrook was on acoustic guitar. Another kid from LCA was on drums, I think his name was Eric... maybe. And some other guy who I didn't know, but was really cute, was on bass.
After worship we had some joint prayer time, which was absolutely amazing. There was an open mike in front that we could use to pray as a group and agreeing in prayer and jazz like that. We prayed for the city, youth, addiction, lost loved ones, etc. I followed the Omen of the Rock and prayed for Authority through Jesus' name. That was fun and emotional and Kate loved it. Funny.
When all was said and prayed, Perkins on London Rd seemed the place to be. Not much going on there except that Pastor Luke brought a goat's horn. The guys took it outside and blew it, pretty awesome. Luke said his father-in-law blows it in worship, something having to do with a prophesy in the bible. Neat. And stinkin' hilarious. |
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Name: June
Home: Duluth, Minnesota, United States
About Me: I am a Christian. I work as much as I possibly can, which sometimes isn't very much. I'm a Youth Leader and absolutely love all my kids.
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